It happened three days ago on the 24th January 2007 night. First time I stayed back to work at office until 10:30pm. Then I followed one of my colleagues back home. I bathed and just wanted to start my part time, my HOP asked me if I am ok for a drink with a client. I accepted. About 11pm we went to pick the client from Equatorial Hotel to Redsquare.

At the beginning I did not know what place was that. But as I entered the large dim lighted room, I saw a Karaoke set and a pool table in it. I was surprised but I did not show. My HOP used to be a regular customer here. Then a few seconds later, a lady entered. 2 waiter boys also entered and served us. They was designed to poured wine and set up the pool table from time to time. And the lady was supposed to entertain us. Most of the time, I was the only one singing while my HOP and Client play pool.

We opened a bottle of Whisky (RM300+). I seldom drink except special occasion and I hardly drunk so accepted to drink along. As I was singing, the lady sat beside me. She wasn’t really pretty but a very good entertainer. All the while I don’t care about her as I sang my own song. But from time to time, she’d leaned on me, held my hand and touched my lap. It's weird though because that was the first time I sing karaoke by a lady beside me touching my lap or leaning to me. Haha...

Time passes by really fast. It was around 2:30am. Then one of the boys brought a hot towel for me. The lady helped to put the towel around my neck and massaged.

Services I can say was extremely good. But all this comes with a total price of RM500+. I drank bout 10 cups but I was still pretty much conscious. Around 3pm we call off. So we take a leave. It was around this hour I can felt a slight headache. When reach home, I could feel the effect of wine. Without dithering I quickly change, set my alarm and slept on the bed. The last thing I saw was my clock on my table which shows 3:30am before I knocked out.

The next morning I woke up at 7am to get to work. Until I reached office my colleagues could still smell the wine I had. Hehe... one thing I regretted was why I didn't take any advantage last night. :p Perhaps I'm wasn’t drunk enough. Lol... or I am just too good myself. ^^

My wife. T_T

Today just went and checked out my car ever since the accident. This is how she looks like.












Kelian de car... *sob*

Last week they told me my car will be fixed by end of this week. Today they told me to be completed by next week. SWT!

Busy month.

Things are pretty much settle down for me. My life begins to get busier. My job seems ok. And my studies officially started. Meanwhile I took a little part time job for some pocket money. Have to work hard starting from today. No more games for me. No more gathering for me. No more vacation for me. Well unless... hehe...

Oh... guess what? The most important day in my life is coming soon. :P Seems like it's only less than a month time and it falls on Friday. Unfortunately I have to work on Saturday too. I guess this year would be the hardest year for anyone to celebrate with me. But the good news is I might be able to go back PJ. ^^

This year CNY is also going to be tough for me to celebrate. Cause I won't be going back to PJ. And have to start work on the 4th day of CNY. T_T

A day out


I was too sleepy in the class after a heavy lunch. Thus took some snap shot. lol... anyone still remember Dr. Vigna from Uniten? hehe... he's now also in UM teaching master subjects.


A few of my classmates. Around 10 of them only.


Argh... my notes.... so messy T_T


The front gate of UM. Hehe guess how did I take this shot?


Dinner in the Curve.


This four pieces chicken wings cost me RM12+ =.=


Chicken Lasagna. Ok this was quite nice. But I still like seafood better.


My bbq chicken chop. Yummy...

Well that's all for today. Will update as frequent as possible. ^^

I am back to PJ again. ^^ Though only once a week, at least better than nothing.

Yesterday been calling up some of my uni and school mates. It was nice to chat with them for after so long. Seems like all still struggling. lol...

Below are a few photos for the past 2 weeks.


This is how my site office looks like. But I have my own room on the right. ^^


Hehe...


One of the building in my project. This is supposed to be badminton hall.


lol...


My office practice punch card, finger print and camera at the same time. swt...


The other day when I went for badminton. Unfortunately I am the one taking the photos.

Hehe... hope I could take more photos and share with everyone.

No ideas


Hehe... online again in a cc. Guess this will be my main internet access for the time being. I took a number of pictures with me but unfortunately I wasn't able to upload in cc. Can't show anyone how my working place looks like.

Nowadays really don't have any 'ling gan' anymore. Furthermore in the public and cc environment I wasn't able to write anything. I need my PC and a quiet room. T_T

Maybe it's time for me to get my own PC. Although I won't be able to online but at least I could still continue my novelling.

Later tonight will have a futsal game with my colleagues. It will be a 7 vs 7. But my muscle still havent fully recovered from my previous fatigue. Anyway I just join for fun.

Smile

Things are pretty much slow in my place. Whether it's working or the people around here. The environment here is just so peaceful.

Nowadays I couldn't seem to smile like I used to be. Most of the time I feel like I am like putting a fake smile to others although no one could really identify it. It is just a fake mask I have to show others. Too tired of my work or my life?

Just went to play badminton with few of my colleagues yesterday and I got trashed badly. Haha... anyway it was fun.

One song lyrics before I sign of.

Smile, an everlasting smile
A smile could bring you near to me
Don't ever let me find you gone
Cause that would bring a tear to me
This world has lost it's glory
Lets start a brand new story
Now my love
Right now, they’ll be no other time
And I can show you how, my love
Talk, in everlasting words
And dedicate them all, to me
And I will give you all my life
I'm here if you should call to me
You think that I don't even mean
A single word I say..
. It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away
You think that I don't even mean
a single word I say
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away

Without my own PC for the past few days really makes me do not have a frame of mind to blog and proceed with my novel. Now I am even worst without my car as the medium of transportation. Now have to trouble my colleagues to fetch me work and back.
Great! I am like a bird without wings and legs. Sooner or later, I will ends up with ….

You are The One

You are like the
flame on a candle
Burning warm with
fire and passion.

I look into your eyes
and I feel
A burst of love
rush through my body.

The mere thought of you
paints a smile on my face
And it reaches into
every part of my being.

You are the one I think of
when I am with others
And the one I want to be with
when I am alone.

My soul is made whole
when I'm with you
And feels incomplete
when I'm not.

Thoughts of you
swirl through my mind
Like the ebb
and flow of the tides.

Like the first
gentle flakes of snow
You blanket my life
With pure, sparkling love.

You are the half
that makes me whole
The angel
that makes my world.

You are The One

Accident

Finally I am back to PJ in one piece. And I mean it. Last night I met an accident. Though this year should be a lucky year for me but some how I got a chain of bad lucks. The recent minor accident which causes my ankle injury, then I felt down and injured my knee as my spectacles shattered (luckily did not cut my eyes). And now I had a car accident involving 4 vehicles. Knocked my head, chest and sprained my neck. What is with all this? Maybe after all, I should consider blessed as I am still breathing and typing my blog here.

Love is

Love is acceptance without exceptions
Its boundaries without limitations
Its an exact measure of an imprecise proportion
Its something pure and delicate

Its losing your self inside one another
Without asking questions or questioning who, what and where
Its all these things and nothing else
But a little more of what you have inside to give

Its giving without anticipation of receiving
Its selfless and helpless
Its vulnerable to impartiality

Its safety and security when everything else around is falling apart
Its making time when there is no time
For each other, for yourselves

Its never really being alone
Just always being
Its together

No manual, no how-to-guide
No rules, no gimmicks, its sink or swim

Love has its own life that outlives the ones who love
Its undying, destined to outlast even Romeo and Juliet

Its an everlasting love
that lives on and on
Creating new life on its own
love is creation
Its all around

Love is being a care giver
To the one whom cries out in distress
For the love desired
To fill an empty space

Love is all these things
But if you must ask
Then surely you need to find out for yourself
Because this definition of love is tied to that which defines

What love is
Love Is Us

Passion And Desire

"If ever should these waiting lips,
Touch softly on your face;
They'll leave a trail of passion,
Time never will erase."

If passion were a flame of fire,
That burned into my soul;
I'd be consumed by this inferno,
By you who makes me whole.

Just like the moth who can't resist,
Who's drawn into the fire;
I dance around the flickering light,
Of passion and desire.

I look so deeply in your eyes,
At the hair I long to touch;
I hear my name come whispering,
'Cross lips I need so much.

My heart is filled with longing,
I stand too near the fire.
Again I'm drawn by the music,
Of passion and desire.

My hands reach out to touch you,
I live for one look from your eyes;
I whisper your name in the quiet times,
My love too strong to deny.

I dance to the tune of your music,
I sway in the glow of your fire.
Ever drawn into this inferno,
Of passion and desire.

Adapting

Today work under rain.. Whole body wet...the safety shoe too tight...foot pain... shoe and pants dirty due to mud bcoz of rain haiz T.T Lunch hour is so slow... So sleepy... help me T.T

Suppose to hand over the kafeteria bulding by tmr but cannot finish...equipments not deliver, plenty of defects... I can sense the tenses around my colleagues but i laugh...gg... alot of them are friendly but when comes to work all very strict...

I still did not get my place yet but soon i think i'll have a room in the office...admin department was close today can't request my pc ><

Just another working life in development field...

I need a life... but not like this... how long can i take this, i wonder...

Working life

Argh... it's so hard to resist without internet connection furthermore without my pc desktop. T.T

As expected 1st day of work was so boring and so sleepy. @@

Tomorrow I'll try to request my own pc and if possible I want laptop. :p

Yeah finally will stay in a quarter provided but i still to find a place with line.

Well, it's really tiring to work from 8am-5pm after how many months of rest. But I know this time I must be hardworking.

Guess that's all for now. Need to bath and rest early today. Tomorrow is another day. @@

Don't miss me too much. :p

First day of work.

Testing testing 1 2 3 ....

This post is made by my PDA. Hehe... seems like no problem as long as I can find wi-fi netwok around. Except that it can't seem to display tagboard. T.T

First of all, Happy Birthday mum. Without you, without me. I love you mum. ^_*

Wish me luck in first day.^^

Steamboat!!!



Steamboat anyone? ^^ Had steamboat with my family 2 days ago in Sunway. Yummy!!!!

Love... ^^

What is love? Love is a wonderful feeling that cannot merely describe with words. You could feel like the entire world change within yourself.

Sometimes you just know when it is time to let go. But I know this brand new year of 2007 will be full of happiness and love. :P

What do you (for girls) feel when a guy told you 'I have fallen in love with you. Every moment also think of you. I want to see you. I want to hold
your hand. I want to hug you tightly to protect you.'? What will you feel?
Happy? Shy? Scared until could have nightmare? Lolx.

Isnt the world around you is so wonderful when you are being shower with love? ^^

Thought I would be already disappointed since the last incident, never expected it shines again so early on. Like the forecast said, this year might be a lucky year for me. ^^ But is this yet another test for me?